always.

Monday, January 03, 2005

first day of skool. and i've alr accomplished the task of humiliating myself. not once. but twice.
-scowls. please say you're proud of me..

firstly
after toileting with pauu, we rushed baq to klass
but after a year in 3S , i've gotten used to my-klass-is-just-next-to-the-toilet position
so...i happily stepped into 4Z's klassroom
andAND. mrs chew was in there so i even knocked on da door politely cann!!
it was only when pauu went.."mel! mel! wrong klass!!!"
shit.
so embarrassing!! arghs.
and by knocking on the damn door, it's lyk annoucing to the whole klass that- hey! mel's dumb. she's entering the friggin wrong klass so yes, laugh.
HA

secondly
after tennis training, coach wanted us to play dog&bone at da courtyard
claimed that it trains us for speed, bahh.
(all those that agree he's dumb, please. breathe)
anywayy, when i finally managed to get hold of da "bone"
mich tagged me and...she tagged a LITTLEE too hard
it became a push
TADA... MEL HAD A GREAT FALL :)
and all the king's horses and all the king's men
couldnt put mel together again
i fell in da courtyard where people were watching!
DAMN IT. embarrassed yet again!! &@*!*^#$

haiiii. i cried.
no, not becos it hurts damnnit
but becos i cant play in skool team ok??
there's difficulty in walking alone..how to friggin run? and train??
without training..
THAT SELFISH COACH OF MINE will never ever put me in the skool team
i NEED. i WANT. i HAVE to play....-cries
two years alr. i just need ONE MORE YEAR!!
fuck.

and my dear mich,
hahas. dun need to feel so guilty larr
you're forgiven yeah
next time dog&bone, your turn to fall aiights!
hahas. kidding :)

went to see da doc just now
those people around me in da clinic seemed amazed by my injury -.-"
there's was this ahma with her granddaughter
she looked at my knee, turned to my moma and went..
" wahh. die dao arh? hui hen dong mahh?"
yada yada. my moma did da talking while i just had a stiff smile plastered on my face
and then...
while waiting to collect my medicine
another nice ol' man luked at me. luked at my knee. then baq at me and went..
"had a fall?"
mel: -struggled to smile and nodds
more yada yada

arghs! either i have a face that spells
LONELY AND MISERABLE SO PLS TALK TO ME
orr..i simply luked THAT friendly, those people cant resist talking to me
RAHH.

anyhow.
on da way baq to da car, my moma bought me ice cream! -big fat grin
funny how i felt better while piggin on that sinful thang
picture this. mel happily eating her ice cream while limping her way baq to moma's car
-raises eyebrows

mm. tmr's da 4th of jan. her french lessons will be commencing
i wonder...

walking down the various corridors
staring at those empty tables in the canteen
images of you flashing
my tears forming
i miss you


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